#Despair

“(To Ichigo Kurosaki before getting shot point-blank by his Cero) I see. So you show no mercy. Just like a true Hollow. I care not. Defeated by you as I stand, my existence holds no further meaning. Do it.”

“I despise common sense. I’ve seen the world from every possible angle. This cruel, ridiculous, beautiful world.”

“Our contribution will never come into light, but the failure will be noticed immediately.”

“I still don't know where to find happiness. But I'll continue to think about whether it's good to be here... whether it was good to have been born. But in the end, it's just realizing the obvious over and over again. Because I am myself.”

“How can he hope to stand back up, when he is still in the process of falling? Let him fall, all the way to the very bottom, before telling him to stand up again.”

“My severe injuries had healed and the sweet taste of blood coated my mouth. I kept walking, my goal vague...trying to dispel the building unease in my chest... Upon entering an open area was the scent of rotting flowers and in the middle of the flowerbed, he stood... Without anyone saying a thing, without his name given, like an unsolved puzzle falling into place by itself, just by seeing that figure, I--understood exactly who I faced. The CCG's reaper. The undefeated ghoul investigator. A cold, vivid gaze. There, stood the God of Death. Why was it that I was seeing beauty in death rather than life? Strangely, I thought he was beautiful... Disoriented, I had failed to comprehend the scene before my eyes. It was not anything like flowers but a large amount of "Death". Had he done this alone?... It's a lie... Koma...Irimi...After all that... No matter how I tried to rouse my will to fight with hatred, more than sorrow, more than rage, the emotion that arose within me was despair. Because 'my turn' was next.”

“Just as water runs downhill, the human heart also tends to revert to its basest instincts.”

“Doesn't seem to matter how far I travel, my destiny is always followed by blood and gunsmoke. The result is always the same every time, mountains of death and debris.”

“I wonder if there really is a God... If such an entity really existed, wouldn't all honest, hard-working people be happy?”

“If the only way to be granted life in this world is to surrender my body and soul to insanity, then I shall choose to meet my doom!”

“The world is a big cradle of lies where people lay their heads on pretending nothing is wrong. A cycle where mortals dwells upon to...for a cursed one like me happily watch them from darkness savoring each moment a human dies due to their ignorance...”

“Even at a time like this there's not a single word of rescue from the one you worship. You see? That is the truth of this world. He doesn't watch anything and doesn't save anyone.”

“Humans constantly feel pain in their hearts. Because the heart is so sensitive to pain, humans also feel that to live is to suffer.”

“Perhaps this is what it means to be bound by sin. To spin in the same circle, looking for where the sin lies, and at some point losing sight of the way out.”

“Misfortune… that is my symbol. Unluckiness… that is my identity. I am a woman who looks best dressed in solitude and misfortune. That is who I am.”

“If a person you love doesn't love you back, you're worthless. That's what I always told myself.”